Tallulahh

Posted 1 week ago

Despite my incessant whining and shit attitude towards my Family they are putting up with me.

Robert and I are 18 months tomorrow, there’s 66 days until my birthday.

Im super excited for so much in the upcoming days. Nualas house on Friday arvo followed by China City for dinner with the gang. Followed by Bec’s carnival 18th on saturday. This week alone is going to be great.

Posted 2 weeks ago

Wanting to kill myself, to make my parents happy.

Posted 2 weeks ago

Realising your the biggest piece of shit God put breath into.

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Posted 2 weeks ago

oh my god.

Posted 4 weeks ago

The horrible moment,

when not only have you not gotten anysleep over the last two nights and your day has been so bad, that you want to overdose, and die.

Posted 4 weeks ago

My face is burning, is the size of a basketball, my eyes are bloodshot, my nose is running, and i cant stop heavily weeping..

Jen is terrified to even come back to school. Every time i am not thinking about school work, it replays in my head, and all i can picture, is jen’s face covered in blood, and him screaming, and throwing things.

Im petrified of even living now.

I wish i could just wake up, and it would all be finished, and he didnt even exist.

I love jen so much. and JErika is the only one ho’s held up with out crying in front of everyone like me. i just cant do this anyone.

Posted 1 month ago

This year will be good.

Finally finding who i want to be in life. and moving on with the pety hatred i used to have towards everything.

I have:

Bec’s 18th in May
My 18th in July,
As with Robbie’s 21st and
Casey’s 19th birthday dinner

Today was a really shit day spent with lots of great people. D and M’s with Jerika, and Grace. Finding out Danni’s birthday is the same as mine. and gettin super pumped for my 18th.